The
announcement came in the newsletter from the apartment manager. It was
highlighted at the top, surrounded by images of holly leaves and berries. Two
hundred dollars off of rent for the tenant who had the prettiest Christmas
window. "They" would be walking around the property on the night of
December 21st to judge.
Immediately
after reading the announcement, Gladys’ mind went a-whirring. If she focused all of her attention on that
front window she could win! Yes, the tree would be in its usual spot as an
annual beacon of joy just as every year.
She so wanted the world to know the joy that she felt. Every year she hoped that it would spread
some cheer. But, this year it could mean so much more. It could bring some
welcome financial relief. The budget was still fixed and tight. But with her
decorating acumen she might win this Christmas competition. A growing sense of
competition assured her that she would!
That
night Gladys pulled out all of her Christmas decorations. She unpacked them fiercely,
tossing old paper and plastic behind her. She plunked down every decoration on
the kitchen table, the taller ones tipping this way and that against the table
legs and the walls. Gladys' activity was so intense that her old cat decided to
back away slowly to find a nice quiet and dark corner in the closet to keep out
of the fray.
After
some time Gladys hustled off to her desk to pick up a pencil with a good eraser
and that stiff, old pad of yellow paper. Hurrying back to the table, she pulled
out a chair and sat down to begin charting her course. The pencil flew here and
there about the paper. With quick-fire frustration she would erase all ill-conceived
designs and then redraw them. After about an hour or so of heavy concentration,
she leaned back and held up her tablet. There it was! The winning window!
The
next hours and days were full of concerted effort, with Gladys occasionally
having to stop to wipe her brow. Her old cat would carefully weave between the
boxes and the papers on the floor—the gauntlet through which it must pass to
gain the water and food bowls in the kitchen.
The house was a tumble with Christmas objects, first placed here, then
there, then there. Finally, in triumph, not only was Gladys’ apartment window finished
perfectly with Christmas delights, but also the remainder of her humble abode.
There was just one more thing left to do. She must view the window from the
vantage point of the judges—the unknown judges of the Christmas competition.
That
morning it had begun to snow. Soft, big, lazy snowflakes had carefully and
quietly began to bury the trampled, brown grass. The snowflake’s work had been
steady and sure. A deep and thick blanket of brilliant white snow now hid the
ugly late autumn and early winter gray. Gladys peeked out of her bedroom window
to see how warmly she needed to dress. The wind started to pick up handfuls of
snow and toss it as a baker does the flour just before kneading the dough. Gladys pulled on her heaviest coat and
tightened a wool scarf around her neck. With her sweater underneath, her arms
pitched out to the sides a bit, quite like a penguin. She realized her first
winter's mistake very soon when she attempted to lean over and put on her
boots. Rather than un-layer her layers, she insisted on huffing and puffing and
bending and twisting in unusual ways to secure the boots to her feet. By the
time she got this accomplished, she was sweating mightily inside of her coat
and her hair was plastered to her head under the sturdy hood. She could feel
the moisture matt the wool scarf to her neck. Undaunted by the prospect of the
wind forcing her into a seasonal cold because of this, Gladys launched out the
door, through the hallway and down the front steps into nature's raw winter.
Almost running out into the snow, a big smile broadened her face and she could
feel her skin tingle from the freezing air. She was swept back to her childhood
when they would race out of the house coatless and anxious to see their simple
tree decorations shining through the window. The whole family would stand
together and with chattering teeth sing "Oh, Christmas Tree!" They
would sing only as long as they could feel their feet. Then they would race
back in for hot cocoa and putting away the empty decorations boxes.
Gladys
was thrilled to see her window. It was glorious! The lights were hung
perfectly. The tree radiated its small splendor. The handmade paper snowflakes
danced across the panes of glass as if they had just fallen from heaven. For a
moment she could hear her parents and siblings softly singing, “Oh, Christmas tree!
Oh, Christmas tree! ..." But then the wind slammed against her with the
chilly biting reminder that she was still alone.
As she fought to keep her balance, the wind belayed
its force for a moment. Gladys saw more lights in her peripheral vision. She
took several steps back and looked at one window and then the next. Every one
of her neighbors had worked as hard as she to decorate their windows. Three
stories high and twelve rows across Christmas lights beamed out. Flashing wreathes,
tiny and big trees, reindeer noses, blinking Santa faces all sent their lights
reflecting onto the freshly fallen snow.
In
a moment of despair, Gladys realized she probably would not win the Christmas window
competition. Her hope for some financial relief was vanquished. But then she
realized that all of her neighbors probably needed the same relief. She knew
that Frank’s children never came to see him or help him. She knew that the
young couple on the second floor with the new baby had barely enough furniture.
She remembered the veteran who lived in 3C was bound by his terrible nightmares
and unable to work. She thought of the three teenagers sleeping shoulder-to-shoulder
in one of their two bedrooms while their mother slept heavily in the other
after her second shift each night. Gladys felt a wave of shame wash over
her. She really did not need to win. She
had just enough. She looked carefully at each window, wondering who needed
relief the most and hoping that they would win.
"Evenin’
Gladys." A horse, old voice broke the silence.
"Well,
hello Frank!" Gladys was glad to see her neighbor.
"Sure
is pretty, isn't it?" Gladys could see the delight in Frank's eyes.
"I've never seen it all lit up like that!”
"It
sure is pretty, Frank. Indeed it is." The two turned again to the wall of
lights, smiling and comforted by each other's presence.
Frank
cleared his throat and then began to sing quietly. It only took Gladys a bar of
notes to recognize the tune and then she began to sing with him.
Oh, Christmas tree!
Oh, Christmas tree!
How lovely are they branches…
They
finished the song with a sense of respectful and hushed joy. Frank took
Gladys's arm and held it in a frail way as they walked back into the apartment
building. She knew he was not strong enough to hold her up, so she feigned the
need for support to honor his effort.
"Good
night, Gladys and Merry Christmas!" Frank's smile was so sweet and
wonderful.
Gladys
gave Frank a quick kiss on his wrinkled, old cheek. "Merry Christmas to
you as well, Frank. Merry, Merry Christmas."
Gladys
watched as Frank hobbled back to his door down the hall. He turned and waved
before he closed the door behind him. Gladys entered her own apartment and
surveyed the mess. Her cat, sensing the change in mood, sidled up to her and
leaned heavily against her leg. "Well, dear," she said as she picked
up her old cat. "I guess we'd
better clean up this mess." The two stared comfortably at the mess for
some time. Setting down the cat, then dismantling her winter garb and pulling
off her boots, Gladys thought that this was a very good start of one of the
best Christmas seasons in quite some time.
Copyright
M.R. Hyde 2012
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